A Christmas Gift to Yourself
Advent and Christmas celebrate the coming of Jesus into the world.
But why did He come?
The Apostle Paul tells us: “The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners.” (1 Timothy 1:15)
That’s the truth about Jesus. He came to glorify God through the salvation of rebels.
But that truth only helps us if we acknowledge a second truth: I am among such rebels. So the Apostle continues by stating that he is the foremost of sinners.
We must know who Jesus is.
And we must know who we are.
Only by acknowledging and responding to those truths do we reap the benefits of Jesus’ coming into the world.
Jesus’ great ancestor David elaborates on such self-knowledge in Psalm 86. Let’s learn from him four truths we need to acknowledge about ourselves.
David was among God’s people, chosen by His grace. The four truths will be true of us also if we are in Christ Jesus, having come to God by grace through faith.
First: David knows that he is God’s poor, needy servant.
We see this in Psalm 86:1, 2, 4, and 16. Indeed, in Psalm 82:16 David calls himself not only a servant but the “son of your maidservant.” He is saying, “I’m like the son of Your household slave, born into your household, and thus having no inheritance, no assets, and absolutely no social standing apart from You. I am completely dependent on You.”
Now, David was king! He ruled! He had riches! People would bow down before him!
And yet he sees himself rightly as only a servant of God, one who can accomplish nothing on his own, one whose very purpose is to do the will of God.
Do you see yourself that way?
Second: David depends on and desires God
Psalm 86:4 says David lifts up his soul to God.
Now, other than when reading Scripture, I have never used the phrase “lift up my soul.” I doubt you have either. While it’s a fairly common phrase in the Old Testament, what does it mean?
Deuteronomy 24:15 is helpful in this regard, for the phrase is translated differently in that verse. Speaking of a poor and needy hired servant, Moses commands:
You shall give him his wages on the same day, before the sun sets (for he is poor and counts on it), lest he cry against you to the LORD, and you be guilty of sin. (emphasis added)
“Counts on” translates the same phrase we saw in Psalm 86:4, literally “lifts up his soul.” He desires those wages. He depends on those wages to be able to buy food that evening.
From this verse and elsewhere we can see that to “lift up your soul” to something is to desire and to depend on it.
So David in Psalm 86:4 is saying: “Bring joy to my whole being, for my whole being depends on and desires you!”
Thus both the first and second truths emphasize David’s dependence on God. This second adds the element of delight in God, of desiring Him.
Third: David knows that He does not know God’s way.
Psalm 86:11: “Teach me your way, O LORD, that I may walk in your truth.”
Again, David is king, he is seen as wise – but he acknowledges that he cannot walk in God’s truth apart from God teaching him. He can’t live rightly, fulfilling the purpose of His creation, apart from God. He needs God’s guidance. He depends on God’s revelation, His instruction, His torah.
Fourth: David knows He is beloved by God
David speaks of God’s steadfast, covenant, unfailing love in Psalm 86:5, 13, and 15. Psalm 86:13 is personal: “Great is Your steadfast love toward me.”
While we don’t recognize it in most English translations, Psalm 86:2 makes a similar point. In the ESV, this verse begins, “Preserve my life, for I am godly.” That almost sounds as if David is saying, “Preserve me because I’m such a good guy!”
However, the word translated “godly” has the same root as the word translated “steadfast love.” The word used in verse 2 refers to a person who both receives and loyally returns such steadfast love. So we might paraphrase the verse, “Guard me, O Lord, for You have put me in covenant relation with You; I am loved by You and You enable me to return loyal love to You.”
Do you know these truths? Do you know you are poor and needy, dependent on God? Do you see Him as your desire and delight? Do you acknowledge that should you try to forge your own path apart from Him, you will inevitably go astray, harming yourself and others? And do you know that if you are in Christ, you are loved with a love beyond imagining?
David knew those truths. He generally lived by those truths – and when he didn’t, he exemplified what happens when we fail to live by those truths.
Give yourself the greatest Christmas gift possible: Acknowledge who you truly are, and who that baby in the manger truly is. Repent before Him. See Him as your delight.
And then bask in the love made possible by Christmas.
[This devotion is taken in part from a section of the December 8 sermon. The sermon audio is available at this link.]